I have been dating my long term boyfriend for 6 years, and my short term boyfriend for one year. After my long term boyfriend and I dated for 5 years I couldn’t take liking this guy anymore so I decided to date him so now I have two boyfriends. It’s February now and I have been dating the new guy I met on 2-10-11 and yesterday it was our one year…and I have been dating my long term boyfriend for 6 years, as we started dating on January 1st, 2006. Now its 2012 and I have been dating my longer-term boyfriend for 6 years but I started having another boyfriend for one year, which technically means I have been cheating on him for one year. I am 19, my longer-term boyfriend is 19 and my 1-year boyfriend is 21. I feel bad about having to boyfriends…I’m having my cake and eating it too. No one knows I am dating 2 guys accept my mother. They both have no idea. How can I continue these two relationships? I need real advice because I know what I am doing is not accepted in society. I love them both. I love two guys. I am not trying to be selfish or anything, I really am in love with 2 guys. Help I need advice. I am praying for answers. Note: I did not have intercourse with these two guys, but without going into too much detail, I did do sexual things like acts you’ll see on fuckvideos or other porn sites, with both of them. No, I am not worried about STD’s because the 6-year guy has never been with anyone else and the 1-year guy hasn’t for 1 year AND he got tested. Both of these guys do not cheat on me but I am deceiving both of them. It makes me feel like I am married to the 6-year guy but I have a boyfriend for 1 year. I am not married so it’s not as bad as people may think, but it’s still not accepted in society. What should I do? If I continue I know the results could be disastrous. I know how nad it maybe but it’s not like I am wed. I am praying for help. I feel dirty for doing this but I also do not feel as guilty as I should. I started a year ago because I liked both of them and I wanted to pick one a year ago but I just couldn’t bear being without the guy I have been with for 5 years one year ago! 6 years vs. 1 year….umm it may seem easy to choose but I love them both equally and I can’t bare choosing still! Please help!?
I am in love with two guys.
